sat on the bus heat pushing sweat strange
temporal climate this eh?
- must be pushing 30 Cees sweat glistening
on my forehead - had picnic in the park, too hot for a stroll, sat
munching crispybaconsalad baguettes that Jade made from the supplies
we brought from sainsbury's, of course with her money nearly always
broke me (spent last £18 on pills) - she spread out plasticbagtable,
smoothing it down with care, like everything she does.
There are reasons I love not so obvious
(it's not just the sex)
especial consider our obvious differences - yingyanghodgepodge chaos clashing with
control and middleclassvalues
- want to wipe her slate clean and watch her blossom by herself - i'll feed and water and guide
but teach healthy skeptism of all as well - don't take my word for it, feel it out for yourself.
[ to be continued ]